Monday, January 16, 2006

the ceaseless cycle

You know that feeling of such excitement and contenment when you are experiencing something new for the first time! Everything just seems so perfect and incomparable- you never want it to end!? Then things change, and that thrill has concluded, leaving you unprepared.
My sequence of plumetting events proceeded in this manner -
1st - left to find a whole new world (a few provinces away)
2nd - everything and everyone was new, and it possesed such a powerful appeal
3rd - because of the thrill of the new and unexpected i was left with little chance of missing home, at times i missed friends and family, but there was no real craving for what i'd left behind.
4th - i returned home for Christmas break . . . 3 whole weeks. Though i missed everyone from school, it was great to see most of the people from home!
5th - returning to school, it's no longer something new, the appeal and thrill had faded.
6th - i remember what is was like to be home, and now that was all of a sudden something new and exciting. Something else to desire . . .
it is all one big cycle that may never end. Though i am impartial to if i truly wish it to end. Stopping would mean that i am content where i am, not ever wanting change or improvement. But, some people are staisfied living in the same place for their entire life.
What about me?

- destined for one spot? or to see the world?-

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you found knowlege in my advice. Exept you made it sound so much..smoother i guess thats why your the writer. Later, and we miss you to,