You know that feeling of such excitement and contenment when you are experiencing something new for the first time!  Everything just seems so perfect and incomparable- you never want it to end!?  Then things change, and that thrill has concluded, leaving you unprepared.
My sequence of plumetting events proceeded in this manner -
1st - left to find a whole new world (a few provinces away)
2nd - everything and everyone was new, and it possesed such a powerful appeal
3rd - because of the thrill of the new and unexpected i was left with little chance of missing home, at times i missed friends and family, but there was no real craving for what i'd left behind.
4th - i returned home for Christmas break . . . 3 whole weeks.  Though i missed everyone from school, it was great to see most of the people from home!
5th - returning to school, it's no longer something new, the appeal and thrill had faded. 
6th - i remember what is was like to be home, and now that was all of a sudden something new and exciting.  Something else to desire . . .
it is all one big cycle that may never end.  Though i am impartial to if i truly wish it to end.  Stopping would mean that i am content where i am, not ever wanting change or improvement.  But, some people are staisfied living in the same place for their entire life. 
What about me?
- destined for one spot? or to see the world?-
1 comment:
I'm glad you found knowlege in my advice. Exept you made it sound so much..smoother i guess thats why your the writer. Later, and we miss you to,
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