It has never been my intention to seduce. They are not my type, nor I theirs. Our affair would be short and bitter (lacking much sweet). Not to mention, he'd not be happy.
It is him that is the catalyst for these non-seductions.
They never understood his affection toward me. What was I in their eyes but the quiet prig focused on controlling his thoughts and moves. This, however, was never the case. It was my diffidence that led them to this believe. This now is what I strive to mend.
As I declared earlier, seduction was never my goal. Instead I aspired to ignite an interest; to create a spark that defines me as more than the insipid ball and chain. Open your mind and see that I can be funny, sexy, wild, and spontaneous.
Beyond an open mind, I was not prepared for the ramifications of my actions.
~A strange and unprecedented desire to justify his feelings for me~
It is him that is the catalyst for these non-seductions.
They never understood his affection toward me. What was I in their eyes but the quiet prig focused on controlling his thoughts and moves. This, however, was never the case. It was my diffidence that led them to this believe. This now is what I strive to mend.
As I declared earlier, seduction was never my goal. Instead I aspired to ignite an interest; to create a spark that defines me as more than the insipid ball and chain. Open your mind and see that I can be funny, sexy, wild, and spontaneous.
Beyond an open mind, I was not prepared for the ramifications of my actions.
~A strange and unprecedented desire to justify his feelings for me~
