I've always been here, on the edge of the cliff. I've been on the brink of falling since the beginning, though there were times over these 8 years I could claim more stability than others. But ultimately, I was destined to fall. Not that those around could tell, I was good at hiding it. Pretending the ground I stood on was sturdy took skill and practice. Who knew I had such great balance.
But the gig is up. The balancing act is over. I've given up and I've fallen. All I'm waiting for now is hitting the ground, for that's when reality will kick in. Until then I'm just free-falling, and that almost feels good.
'...and how does that make you feel?'
4 comments:
Like a kick in the stomach.
Haha. Pink background, a photo in your blog... you're stepping outside of the black and white blog box! Congratulations miss Dahmer :P
well change is inevitable, it's what you want to do with the change that defines who you are.
Besides, I've already fallen off one cliff, why not a few more... then the eminent crash at the bottom will be more significant.
Such an optimist!
Something tells me your knee-jerk reaction will be to mutter something about 'being a realist'... but whatever :) Change is good for you. If you stay in the same comfort zone for too long, you stagnate.
So... cheers to not stagnating ;)
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