It has been for a time now that I have wondered over a question I thought unexplainable. Sure there have always been theories, but those never completely satisfied me.
The question to which I am referring is that of girls' (specifically mine) infatuation and ever present attraction to jerks.
This summer, however, after falling yet again for the jerks' charm, I believe I have gained some valuable insight (at least into my own personal struggle).
When with a guy, a girl (me) just wants to feel special. The thing about jerks is, they treat everyone like shit, so all it takes is for him to treat me just a little bit differently.
He can still treat me terribly, but if it is still of a higher standard than everyone else, then at least I am receiving special treatment.
Compare this to a nice guy- he's nice to everyone, so when he treats me the same way, how is that anything notable?
~just because I understand my weakness does not mean I can rectify it~
1 comment:
it definately doesn't make it easy.
we're all looking for something unique, and when that occurs we capture it
even if it's not the lighter side of unique
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