Oh the joys of making life decisions. Knowing that whatever is decided will affect the remainder of your life indefinitely. ah :| !
I was never good at making my own decisions. Up until 9th grade, my best friend would analyze the situation for me then [forcefully] guide me in the direction she saw best suited for me. Basically i had no backbone. But i didn't mind. Life was much simpler when all i had to worry about was whether or not my alarm would wake me in the morning (though if it failed to do so, my mother would always finish off the job).
Things have changed a bit since then. I no longer live with my mother, so more is resting on my ability to properly set an alarm clock; I've learned to make some changes in my life without the constant opinions of others influencing each step; the choices i am now faced with seem so much more crucial then the ones i once faced in elementary and high school.
Basically i feel as if i'm standing on the ledge of a cliff, staring down into the unknown...
~perhaps i should invest in one of those 'crazy eight balls', they always have an answer to your questions!~
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