If you knew my heart, our worlds would be forever altered. A change would pass over us so powerful and true, transformation would be inevitable. From new eyes you would see me. My heart, cut open and exposed on the table, with nothing more for the imagination to ponder.
All questions, fears and desires detailed and declared. Holding nothing back, ignoring the screams of fear and panic.
The important thing is that you know.
Your response I can imagine as nothing more than abhorrence. All feelings of attachment, broken. All sense of fondness dissolved in my full-discloser. For me to hope for something more is naive. A child with dreams of shining armour and a white horse, as if that Fairy Tale was for me, as if my sharing would further this. When reality finds me dropped and forgotten.
~Ignore my emotions, emotions are dumb; surfing the channels till my senses are numb, shorten my attention span- I should think like a man
4 comments:
anybody that abhor would you have to offer isn't worth the time you're willing to give them. that's a gift many would cherish
don't assume that what I have in my heart is a good thing.
make me believe otherwise
Haha. Oh Lauren :) You always judge yourself the hardest.
To think that your heart is 'unworthy' is unfair. Re-think your personal assessments.
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