I hate you for loving me
I hate myself for being blind to it
I hate you for making me feel this way
I hate each song, place and person that reminds me of you
I hate each tear that falls for you
I hate hating you
It scares me that you have such power over me
There isn't a day that goes by that i don't think of you
Not a day goes by that I don't want to cry
I feel so weak, so foolish
My reason as walked out on me
Leaving me with nothing but feelings
'I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry'
Something good will come of this
It is a promise from above
But i don't like waiting
All i see know is pain
All i feel is pain
I yearn that golden lining
~somewhere out there~
2 comments:
I've been there... *hugs*
i wish that i could be there for you and take away every ounce of pain that you're feeling but unfortunately...1000 miles and a timezone change prevent that...but i'm always here for you if you need me...i've told you b4 you can put your burdens on me...cuz i've put some on you...miss you and am praying for you
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