Is it possible to lose something you never truly had?
To love something that never existed?
Once an idea has been placed in my mind, my imagination runs away with it; together, they conquer the extremes.
Fantasies of possessing a power capable of altering ones actions. A brilliance expected to wow the nations. Words which resonate like music to ones ears. A heart of gold surrendering to the power of true love and devotion...
Unless such an extreme is met, failure becomes the reality of these dreams. Pain envelops the heart which had once fluttered with anticipation.
Overcoming heartache and sorrow of such an intense nature is not an easy task. Critics are quick to judge, but reluctant to offer assistance.
Stress and anger become the fuel of the heart, resulting in emotional overloads, and futile tears. Why must it all continue down this path. What is there to be gained? What lessons learned?
~dreams of a constant fear, a returning pain and a deep dark hole i can't overcome~
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