Friday, February 9, 2007

Broken Wings Hinder

Emotionally & Physically drained...

I don't feel as if I can survive till the end of the day, let alone till next Friday. There is little getting me though each day (except the prospect of bowling with two uniquely awesome people, and the reality of seeing the ones I love).

There have been countless times this past week where I have both felt and wished that I would die. Some of these auras have been more prominent than others, but either way, they have not being enjoyable and I would never wish them on my greatest enemy.

More tears have fallen
More hearts have broken
There is little left for tomorrow


To all those out there who have shared comparable weeks... I am sincerely sorry. I hope and pray that we cross this valley to the mountain in the distance as soon as God desires so. Such hikes are equally tiresome, as dangerous. The darkness and depression easily consumes the weak.
Remember not to travel alone and to continually look up, for the sun and mountains are hiding in those clouds.


~'I will never leave you nor forsake you': promises from above~

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dearest Lauren,

I don't know what is going on in your life right now that is bringing you so much pain but I want you to know that I love you and am lifting your name to the Father's throne. Take strength in His stores of grace and comfort and know that you have so many prople who love and care about you... I'm here anytime if you ever need....

I love you,
Sara Browning

Astley said...

From someone who's been in the valley before, but who has also experienced the mountain top in life, I can tell you, the mountain top is that much sweeter and glorious when you've gone through the valley first.

Stick in there....God will bring you to your mountain top. I love ya!