SUBJECT: me
MATTER: mood
PROBLEM: filled with rage, disgust, loathing, doubt, forlorn hope, extreme distaste, unreasonably emotional
REASON: unknown
RESOLUTION: chocolate?
THOUGHTS: there may be a certain person/certain people/group of people who is/are most definitely at the top of my 'hit' list this evening, but i can assure you that i know not the complete reason. It was almost as if some sort of revelation came to me suddenly, revealing that i should be irritated and bitter towards them. And the rest of my mind concurred with that surprising fact (which was rather unnatural sensation-that my entire being agreed on one specific thing).
These events have led me to my present state of loathing, neglect, hostile and chocolate craving. As one can learn from the above information, i am unsure of how to manage in a respectable and rational fashion.
DIAGNOSIS: completely out of my mind
3 comments:
You're not completely out of your mind. You're going through things that are beyond difficult to deal with and you feel helpless (or at least I do anyway). Hey babe, if there's anything I can do....lemme know. A shoulder to lean on, an ear to listen. And please don't hate yourself...I don't feel abused by you...or by your chocolate addiction during lent. I love you blondie.
Remember: It's okay to cry.
AND
Frederick wants to come for a sleep over. I told him we'd have to ask you first. What a womanizer.
I love you! Even when everything seems up in the air, everyone around you is sturdy. Eat chocolate, scream, go to the gym, whatever. Do what you need to. Ill still love ya! XOXO
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